Social Anxiety and self-awareness
The hardest part about giving that extra little push in social situations was that I would have to constantly think about it. If I became distracted or lost concentration, my good old auto-responses would take over and I would revert back to my shy, quiet and very comfortable self - All without being aware of it, in most cases. My sub-conscious was fighting me - I could feel it. It would not go down without a fight. (more…)
